the ideas i come up with

new journal.

2005-07-18T23:33:53Z

srslythou

under the sheets.

2005-07-17T17:07:12Z

adam & i were driving on the bayside bridge yesterday right in the middle of what seemed to be the deadliest storm ever. i swear there were lightening strikes like 2 feet away from the car, you could hardly see in front of you because of the hard rain except for everybody's emergency lights. we escaped death! i recovered from my slight case of insomnia but now i will sleep for 12 hours & take naps & somehow i am still always tired, at least i am sleeping thou. i need to hang out with jamie & go to orlando this weekend to party up. i need a life other then with my boyfriend...i usually hate seafood but i highly recommend ordering the chilean sea bass with island rice from bone fish grill, deluxe! that's all i got to say.

i wonder what our next stage will be in life? or where we will be at?

let's raise some hell in this little city.

2005-07-13T17:45:44Z

i've decided i want to be a traveling nurse. i am hardly ever in clearwater anymore & when i am i can't stand being here. i'm even considering taking classes at the tarpon campus, gas is the only issue. not so much that theres nothing to do just the people, selfish little mooches with way too much pride.

hurricane?

2005-07-10T10:41:31Z

we drank during delivering newspapers tonite, pretty funny probably missed like 398475325 houses, did i mention almost plowing into a tree becuase of the wind? now i can't sleep & adam's already passed out for the nite. i swear i am becoming an insomniac, for the past 2 weeks i have not been able to sleep until AT LEAST 6am.

going to orlando next week to hang out with charles, anyone is welcome to come with.

loverly.

2005-07-08T06:04:23Z

Ten things I hate
(1) people who try so hard for attention.
(2) how much i change my mind.
(3) all of my cd's right now.
(4) not having a/c in my car anymore.
(5) the weather lately.
(6) when i don't get to sleep with my boyfriend.
(7) people who are quiet ALL THE TIME.
(8) having to work for money.
(9) when people agree because they are scared to have their own opinions.
(10) when somebody copies everything you do all the time.

Ten things I love
(1) ady bear & nana bear.
(2) sleeping.
(3) seeing wierd shit.
(4) vicodin.
(5) being alive.
(6) california.
(7) finishing a good book.
(8) picnics.
(9) adam's backyard.
(10) taking pictures at ripley's believe it or not.

my favorite model.

so adam's not going to london anymore due to recent terrorist attacks. no problems here. lately we've been in such a fuss over stupid little things, i hate when it gets like that. today we read some of my journals from the past 2 years, it's wierd when you can trust someone so much to let them read your personal thoughts, or embarrassing stories. i don't think i've ever even had a girl friend of whom i've been able to actually tell my real thoughts to. kind of sucks but i've given up on the hope of having a 'best friend' besides adam. just people to have around & have fun with are fine enough for me. i'm not looking forward to this hurricane, i'm so tired of the weather lately.

dilligas @ 2005-07-05T12:47:00

2005-07-05T17:05:22Z

motivation to move to gainesville even more, sarah & eva moved there. planning on going up to stay with them for a while, anybodies welcome to come with me......:] those girls are so much fun.

sweet.

2005-07-02T15:33:10Z

instead of atlanta we hung out in Gainesville for a couple days, still with the attempt to make a day trip up to little five points & skate & take fotos, we ended up smoking :\. i met a couple new people who i adore. this trip just made me want to move there even faster which is a good motivation for me & school.
i get to turn tom's little office room into a hangout room. i am going thrifting today to look for some furniture & try to find an old record player, adam said he might give me his! it will be SWEET. smoke party once it's all souped up.
4th of july plans- go to the cave in brooksville with the spring hill boys & getting fucked up!

prescription strength!

2005-06-29T06:23:02Z

i love my

even when we are fighting he makes me the happiest girl in the world. i hope i do the same for him.

dilligas @ 2005-06-26T15:15:00

2005-06-26T19:41:59Z

One is alone, a total stranger and only an object of curiosity. And so long as you say “one” instead of “I,” there’s nothing in it and one can easily tell the story; but as soon as you admit to yourself that it is you yourself, you feel as though transfixed and are horrified.

memoric fotos.

2005-06-18T12:48:11Z

an emotional burn.

all i want to do is throw up right now.

desperate is the voice of my rage.

2005-06-12T12:53:23Z

sometimes i just feel like everyone is a moron.

i want a nikon d70 & then the destinations in the making:

miami?

new york

gainesville

philadelphia

san fransisco

dilligas @ 2005-05-31T19:54:00

2005-06-01T00:07:48Z

i would like to look into buying a projector off of ebay & as soon as it gets here i want to have a movie nite in my backyard. be down...
i keep getting this constant feeling that i am doing something illegal & have these minor panic attacks. yet i'm not doing anything remotely close to being illegal. -i guess i'm just cool.

dilligas @ 2005-05-24T19:27:00

2005-05-24T23:40:16Z

i am now a wing house girl.

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2005-05-16T23:00:35Z

no matter how much i love going away on trips i always love being back home in my own bed.